Nothingness and brokenness

Have you ever felt as if everything in your life was broken and you could not fix it? This is totally how I feel right now. My life is lacking action and unpredictable things and I am tired of that. My computer has become a piece of junk. And I guess I feel blasé, and I guess I feel...sad, unable to grasp reality and take the bull by the horn and take action. I don't even know what to do with that blog...It seems to go nowhere...just like some weird movies with Swedish subtitles.